smile anyway...:-)

because i'm doing evening shift these days, i sleep till afternoon 3.30....day sleep already isn't as satisfying as night sleep.... and today my neighbours were boisterous. slept for hardly three hours... woke up to the noisy turbulent from the adjacent balcony... and i got mad.

sales rep who took my laptop order just wouldn't reply to emails... and i got mad. cause i needed the order number... to track the order online.

was dressing up for work... and to my dismay, i found my heels broken...and i got mad. i had bought a silver chain from fab india a couple days ago.... planned to wear it today, with my favourite dolphin pendant... guess what, the colours don't match. seriously! both silver... pure silver... but not the same colour...!! so, i got mad.

in the car, on my way to the office, the driver turned the radio on too loud, and in to some... god knows what kind of a channel... that irritated my ears to the core... so i got mad. very predictable traffic... just as i psyched, was jammed almost every fifty meters. oh what a day... i got really mad.

at work, i look at him (one of my colleagues).... and just a distant sight of him was enough to make me mad!...i tried avoiding him in all possible ways i can... unfortunately i bumped into him during dinner break... sat on the same table. and i really got mad when he picked a piece of chicken from my plate.... and ate it!!

strange isn't it?... everything seemed to get on my nerves... and i was literally slipping and sinking deep... suffocated by strings of crazy and unpleasant circumstances. i was getting mad at these circumstances... thought i didn't deserve them... until finally it occurred to me, that, getting mad did absolutely nothing but ruin my day.

this anger zone of mine wasn't doing anything to change the circumstances... so... i said i don't care what happened, what got me mad... i'm gonna smile anyway. and i chose not to let these crazy stuff ruin my day. i knew, though i couldn't change the things that happened... i can decide whether or not i'm gonna smile... whether or not i'm gonna let my day be ruined. and i decided i won't let the situations win... that they won't defeat my day... that they won't get me down again.

then i predicted it's gonna be a beautiful day... and simply turn the corners of my mouth and SMILE... heaviness lifted, anger banished... head lifted above the clouds... i felt great!

what i wanted to say... is, most of the times.... it only takes just a self reminder that, because one bad thing happened it doesn't mean your day is ruined, to bring back a smile on your face.... to make your day a beautiful one!!

let anything happens... we can choose to smile anyway.....:-)

God bless you all!! Have a beautiful day.... i'm gonna go get my dose of day sleep now...